Allan Grant

Love You baby X

It's so hard babe I miss you so much why did you have to leave me you didn't deserve to go so suddenly I just wish we had more time together even just a couple of minutes to say goodbye. Its so hard without you im struggling to cope with it. I havent even started to grieve for you yet I just feel so heart broken no one will ever replace the hole you have left in my life I will love you forever xxxxxxxxxxxx Love your little Angel StinkyX xxxxxxxxxxxx

Nicole McCreadie (Girlfriend) 2 weeks ago

R.I.P Allan x

Lee Burns October 12, 2009

Its so hard missing you x

Just to let you know im still thinking about you I love and miss you so much you were my rock you were there for me when times were hard you stood by me in everything Im nothing without you x x x Love always your little AngelX x x

Nicole McCreadie (Girlfriend) September 5, 2009

my brother

Hi Allan, i'm missing you so much it's no any easier yet i still cry, i'll go to peebles if not before in september whene i'm on holiday, hope the weather is good, we'v no been to peebles since the last time we all went together, and i think it's gonna be a bit hard for us going cause you'll no be there with us,well not in body, but i know you'll be there in spirit, you will definatly be there with us in our hearts, we love you loads and think of you every single day, sweet dreams, your loving sister Jane.x x

Jane Dervish July 24, 2009

no change

Allan nothing has changed we all still sad at your passing, still trying to rebuild our life without you in it, it's very hard and sometimes unbearable, but it helps that we can say what we feel through this site so we have a way to share it with you,don't worry about us we will be ok, you just look after yousell,i'll talk to you soon. all my love Jane.x x x

Jane Dervish July 7, 2009

mum missing you.

Dear Allan, it's crazy I feel so empty without you here, it may sound selfish but i'm glad that you were here in Edinburgh so that I was able to see you and spend time with you, I missed you wene you lived in milton keynes I was so happy that you moved back up, we had spent a lot of time living apart, so I am grateful for the time we had it should have been longer. I went to visit mum on friday she cried and told me you had gone she is hurting bad,she now realises she's not going to see you again, watch over her for me i'm worried about her.. ttfn all my love Jane.xxxxx xxxx..

Jane Dervish June 28, 2009

Missing You

Im so lost without you! I don't know what i'm supposed to do with my life anymore. I'v no one to make tea or moan at me to empty the bucket lol. Id give anything to have you in the car again screaming at me that im in the wrong lane I miss you so much baby and I will never forget you Love you always and forever XYour Little AngelX

Sleep Tight Babe X

Nicole McCreadie (Girlfriend) June 25, 2009

a letter from heaven

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.

I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; Here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.

That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through.
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, 'I welcome you.'

'It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, They'll be here later on.

I need you here so badly, you are part of my plan.
There is so much that we can do, to help our mortal man.'

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.

And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you.... in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years.
Because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.

But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.

There are rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
But together we can do it by taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.

If you can help somebody who is in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night....'My day was not in vain.

And now I am contented... that my life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile.'

So if you meet somebody who is sad and low;
Just lend a hand to pick them up, as on your way you go.

When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when it's time for you to go....
from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going....
you're coming here to be with me
FLY HIGH ANGEL FLY

Irene June 25, 2009

no change

Well Allan no a lot o change here we all still missing you so much, i'm lost no got you to talk to at the weekend, i'm just muddling through taking one day at a time, i'm still angry that you were taken so soon.. R.I.P. love Jane..x x x

Jane Dervish June 22, 2009

missing you loads

Allan we all missing you so much, my head is still messed up, I think of you all the time, little things like saturday nites reminds me of going up toon to see you, I was up this week but we all know something is missing, it is not the same sweet dreams, all our love Jane, Stuart and Suzan.x x x x.

Jane Dervish June 14, 2009